I find it my hard to say what i feels 这样说的对吗？

you don't care a jot for my feelings...
what are you feelings toward me?
My feelings at the moment can only by oneself...
都帮我看看，我造句写的对吗？
第一句“我觉得我很难说出我的感受”
第2句“你一点也不在乎我的感受”
第3句“你对我怀着什么样的感情？”
第4句“我现在的感受只有我自己知道”
这是我想表达的中文意思，不知道我写的对不对，谢谢大家指点下

I find it my hard to say what i feels (此处我的感受用my feeling即可，如果用你的也行，但是不用加s在feel后面：what I feel即可）

-----I find it hard to say what is my feeling.

you don't care a jot for my feelings... （此处用about更恰当，not care a jot是毫不在乎的意思）

---You don’t care a jot about my feelings.

what are you feelings toward me? (此处是你对我的感情，所以应该用your,动词应该是is)

---What is your feelings for me?

My feelings at the moment can only by oneself... （此处如果依照你的结构应该在can后面加动词my feelings at the moment just can be understanding by myself,但下面的语境更明朗些)

---Currently, only myself understanding my feelings.

I find it my hard to say what i feels

-----I find it hard to say what I feel.

you don't care a jot for my feelings...

---You don't care much about my feelings.

what are you feelings toward me?

---How do you feel about me ?

My feelings at the moment can only by oneself...