高中英语翻译, 请指导.

Maybe in your view, I am an unkind and proud man, because the first impression I give to others is rather fierce. Moreover, when I blink my eyes, it seems that I am showing the whites of my eyes. It is my annoyance. However, people who are familiar with me all know that I am friendly man..Maybe someone may blame me in his or her mind when he or she is listening to me. I really do not know how to treat you and I also want to know what I have misdid..There is a statement that I never admit my false. However, the fact is that it is difficult for me to say "sorry" out,even though I say it in my heart numerious times. And after that ,I regreted much. My eloquence is poor, and it is easy for me to offend others when I am speaking...Now, I do not know how to express my deep feeling. The thing I only can do is learning that how to become adamancy. And, I want to thank XXX. She always stands in my side, understands me and encourages me. XXX, thank you.
楼主你好：我基本上是直译的，只是有一两句可能是