高手请进来帮我翻译一段话。

好长啊，没时间都翻完，大家来合作吧，每人翻一点。
I am a miserable girl even more than ordinary. Once my heart was filled up with hatred and dispair for the reason that I grew up with the witness of family violence.

My mother was disabled. At the same time I have a so-called father who always loses his temper. He used to attach voilence on my mother rudely for tiny cases such as work problem, sometimes,even as a result of extra alcohol.He never offers the chance to rebel for mum.

这么长啊~！