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Some affairs don't say not to go, always I like your XXX, just again didn't that kind of opportunity with you together, but I am unwilling to hide words always in mind.Hope you would know my to wish what??

有些事情不说不行了,一直以来我都喜欢你XXX,只是再没那种机会和你一起了,但我不甘心把话一直藏在心里.希望你会知道我的心想什么吧??
It is time to say: I like you xxx from the beginning,but I don't have the chance to be with you. I don't want to keep the words myself,and hope you can know what I have in my mind