【汉译英】求一段话的英文翻译

why can't I find u every time I need u? Is it the cellphone I can just tell the smiles and cry?
I wish so much that you can stay beside me as my shoulder. I'm so afraid if I can't find you.
I just want you to wipe my tears even not with a coax when I'm crying.
Why do you keep paying ur love to those people who don't care about you but never cherish me that loves you so much! (我觉得这里应该意思到了就行了，不要说那么清楚，所以觉得：Why do you keep paying ur love to those people who don't care about you but even skimp to give me a smile更好一点)
I think you will understand someday as long as I keep paying to you, loving you and never give up taking care of you.
But tell me, tell me, when will you say you love me, love me forever, love me just like what I do, make me happy even without crying all my life!

有些地方还是不太好~~呵呵``组织不来~
一楼的笑死我了！！！！“Haobuzaiyi”

Why do so many in the time I need you, I can not find you » I was not always in front of