英语翻译!!!请各位帮帮忙!!!

你从来都不知道.
那该死的内疚撕得我的心有多痛

You never know.
That deathful guilt tears my heart painfully so much

You would never know that I was tortured by that damned pity seriously.

You never know how much painful that the guilt brought to my heart!!

you never know that my goddam compunction put my heart into passion.