请帮我翻译成英文，谢谢..;

Being friends for so many years, I feel blue for your suddenly leaving. I don't know what's the means for you, but for me, I can't bear it... During those days with you,there are happy time and unhappy time. But most of them were happy time.We were surfing on line, playing ball,dating girls and shopping together. Sometimes you got some petty gain from me,however, I don't care about them, they are all tiny things. You are my best friend forever.
I'm looking forward to seeing you again...take care of you.

Then a friend for many years suddenly separated I am really reluctant You might think the matter well, and But ... I really can not stand these days, happy or not happy. Welcome to Internet cafes. play ball. debit woman, buy clothes .... etc.. Sometimes you will take my little cheap .. These are small .. I do not keep in our minds. .. you will always be my friend hope we can meet the future .... care.

I'm so bule owing to one of my old frinds