那个朋友把我这几句话翻译成英语，感激不尽！

It was the most depressed day in my life today. Although there was much sorrow in my heart, i could not tell you. I was not sure whether you would like to undertake the humiliation with me, so i had to give up. Coz' I must bear them both, either the honor or the shame.

Today is the most lost and helpless day in all my life till now ,and though there is many sorrows and shames deep in my heart,i can't tell you ,and
i am not sure if u can share shames with me together , but i can't do that .so i decide to give up . ater all , the glory and the shame only belongs to me!

Today is the most lost of my life, the most depressed one day. Although my heart possession of a lot of pain, a lot of humiliation, but

I can not express to you. I am not sure whether you are willing to join me in sharing humiliation, but I could not do that, so I

Give up. Humiliation is my honor and a person.

Today is the most frustrated and depressed in my l