求高手帮我翻译下下面示爱的话

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我不是真的不介意,我只是假装.
我不是真的忍受,我只是害怕失去.
我不是真的无所谓,我只是自己骗自己.
最终我发现我欲罢不能.
翻译成英语谢谢!

I really do not mind, I just pretend.
I do not really suffer, I just fear of losing.
I am not really does not matter, I just cheated their own.
Finally, I found myself unable to stop.

I really mind, I just pretend. I do not really stand, I just fear to lose. I really mind, I just deceive oneself. I find finally I try to stop but cannot. Translate into English and thanks!