“原谅我并不是表里如一”这句话英文怎么翻译？

Please forgive the defference between the outside and the inside of mine.
Please forgive my not telling the truth.

Please forgive me for my deeds not according with my words.

OR

Please forgive me for not being consistent.

Pardon me! What really I am is not like you have seen.

haha看到二楼一楼了 一开始我还没注意！！

Forgive me for not Biaoliruyi

Please forgive me for my not being myself as I'm looked.

Forgive me for not Biaoliruyi