请英语高手帮我翻译一下~~~不要那种直译的~~

How I wish to accompany you through Christmas! How I wish to listen to the prayer in the church! How I wish to count down time together with you!
And you will never know how I wish to walk down one street and another on Christmas Eve, with your hand holding in mine.
But, I just cannot make it. I cannot. Sorry, baby, but there's no alternative.
Honey, would you please forgive me?

I also went up with your Christmas, I also want to go with you to the bible church, I also want to with you last!
I also want to on Christmas Eve, Christmas with you hand in the street!
But no! I walk away... I'm sorry! I have too much but!
Baby, please forgive me!

I want to be side with you on Christmas, and I would like to listen to the Bible in the church with you, I would also like to count backwards with you!
I would also like to go out for a walk with you hand in hand on Christmas Eve and Christmas Day！
But no!I cann't go away... I am so