求 why or why not 钢琴版.

To get my happiness I had done everything
but had done nothing to be blamed and accused of
The sound of footsteps became loouder every day
Then I noticede the face there was no time

I was a believer in life to be myself always
and was asking whether I woule be alive

Give me a reason why not to adopt in this way
or judge me to be gulity of so many incurable sins
Tell me why,or why not,Complaining way too much
maybe I overlooked something fatal for me
The whole world was at a complete standstill,
and I was in fetters,at the mercy of the mob
The silent watning became louder every day
Then I kept pretengding not to hear

its meaning had been in the eyes of behold all along
it had grown dark before I found a sign

Among the nonsens tragediea ,what on earth you are looking for?
You only have to be honest to yourself and your own fate
Tell me why,or why not.Complaining way too mu