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I am sorry to say I still have some feelings out.
Now I am not sick, but I do not know what will happen in the future, but I never really thought about my ex-husband in the world not so young, nobody knew what would happen in future, but I know the first half of generation of life is not good, I only hope the rest of the second half of my generation a good life and with my husband through, I do not mind paying my all, I will do my ability to do so, it is my sincere request for giving me a chance .

Sorry very much, I also have some concerns to want to say. now I am not am sick, but I did not know that in the future will have any matter, but I really had not thought my ex-husband will be such young is no longer living, nobody knew that in the future will have any matter to occur, but I knew that the first half generation of life already was not good, I only hoped I was left over the second half generation of life and my husband crossed together well, I did not mind that pai