帮我用英文翻译一下这段话！！！

Everything has been finished at the inside which makes me have eternally, so the disappearance which is decision in the alcohol taking my life in a hell from the dark inside, and (I have it, and.) coming, losing it and releasing during night, and during shaking slowly in all all thing dawn people

It was he who made me end everything forever in my life and brought my life from darkness to the hell.The sense of sorrow was released at night.Everything disappeared in swinging alcohol in the midnight as it will.