求人帮忙翻译这段成英文

If one day I disappeared from this world,
I just hope my families and friends could remember once my being,
I have trouble in my heart recently, and think someday I will leave suddenly,
Living such long time, I couldn't do something deserves proudness,
But I hope in next eternity, I won't let you down.
Thanks for everyone's coming to visit my space.

PS:看了你的话,心里很难受.生命很脆弱,也很美丽.

if i go away from the world someday
i hope my friends and family will remember me that
i have ever been present to them
recently my heart is in trouble
on an uncertain day
i am afraid i will suddenly disappearing
having grown up for so long
there is nothing for priding
but i hope the coming life will do
and thank you for visiting my space

PS: thanks for your interpretation

One day, if I left this world suddenly, I hope freiends and family could remember that I have been here before.
My heart