谁能将其翻译成英文..完全无误的

在校内找了许久.
最终还是没找到他.
找到了许多和他同名的.但没有一个比他优秀.
因为他的原因.我认识了两个和他同名的人.
其实谁都知道我只是把他们当成一个替身而已.
即使我知道我这样做对其他两个男生不好.
只是因为对他的想念超过了一切.
I have searched for quite a while in school
But I have failed to find him eventually
I have found many with similar names, but no one can be more superior to him
Because of him, I have acquainted with two persons having the same name with him
But everybody knows that I treat them as stand-ins only
Even though I am aware that this is not fair to them
But I cannot help it because I think of nothing but him
我不是找不到他.我不是不能拥有他.
但是现实的太多因素让我们不得不去面对.
我不敢接他的电话.我不敢回他的短信.
我怕我会控制不住.那样我两年来的坚持就毁于一旦.
昨天虽然是我的生日.但是我并不快乐.
就是在两年前的生日我们断开了牵在一起的手.
昨天他发来短信.看到他的号码.我心就不由自主的颤动了一下.
我找了那么多的替代他的人.始终没有一个能真正代替他.
It is not that he is nowhere to be found, it is not that he cannot be mine
But we cannot avoid the many factors in reality
I dare not answer his calls, d