麻烦大家翻译一下，汉语翻译成英文！我就这么多分了！谢谢你们了！

My state of mind is extremely not good , is that the same job composing is to act in a play every day. Do not know being able to how long to play the part of really, person definitely does not lie , falsehood may let person be caught in a abyss there being no the bottom , let you crawl not coming out. Be died ultimately by your one assured source of life valley bottom. I think of disengagement , my innate character very much liking to escape right away , I want to leave a family, get rid of a small strange but remote mountain village serving as one teacher! I like to be able to use my limited life to go to be used for a few good deeds , I am less than fair to my parents , I can only speak to them sorry. I should like to be able to get rid of a period of time roaming about , go to change an environment. Go to act as me being fond of the thing composing , be to get rid of mountain area branch religion. I hope goes to banish a period of time very much , I shake the news report being ta